Three Years, Three Times the Illness

I'm not feeling well today.
So I didn't go to the school.

Alaaa...tak dapatlah anugerah kehadiran penuh tahun ni.
Not so necessary, really.

Well, it's normal. I will be absent because of illness once every year. And let me tell you my experiences and the differences of my illnesses at the hostel for these three years.

FORM 1, 2010
 At that time, I was having a fever and it's my first time at the hostel . Everyone went to school normally.  I stayed in the dorm alone, helpless. But before that, a F4 senior gave me her Panadol. Then, a F5 prefect came to check the dorm and noticed me, lying on the bed. I thought she just gonna ask "Are you okay?" and didn't really expect my answer and gone to school normally. Or maybe "You must sit at the 'sick room' "(we called the room 'bilik sakit', so.. it must be 'sick room' in English, right?)
But she, who I called Kak Syifa', not just ask my condition, she gave me a tuna sandwich. Yummy! I acted like I don't want any food but I was actually starving. She do understands how actually hungry I am.

And after that, a warden came to see me and borrowed her phone to me to call my parents. And then my father fetched me and I'm home. Hihi~

Although it's just a sandwich, still, it filled my stomach and make my first fever at the hostel memorable.
Thank you~

FORM 2, 2011
 This is the most memorable illness, ever! Well, I was having fever again and this time I'm not alone. There's another person in my dorm who is also not well. At first, we just lying on our beds, motionless and then, SURPRISE!!  My 'ketua warden' and principal came to my dorm. Tadaa!

 I was kinda surprised but half-conscious, and they were kinda mad at us because we didn't go to the school and forced us to sit in the'sick room'. We're not supposed to be in the dorm.
We are sick, sleepy and weak and suddenly they both came into our dorm, mad and asked us why don't we go to the school. We still can study, she said that. Well, I know that but what's the function if  I'm dizzy and weak. It's useless because I can't focus if I'm dizzy and sick. I will end up sleeping all day long.

But I just stay quiet and went to the 'sick room'. The one who was also not well with me decided to go the school after we were being mad at by the principal. At first, I was alone. And then there's another person, who kinda broke her arm, sat in the 'sick room' together with me. She's a very sporting one, everyone knew her and I call her K. Farah.
 She also kinda feel not satisfied with what the principal said to her. She said that how can she write if she go to school.

 And then we had a little chit chat and she is kinda very close to everyone including the cleaner. And that kinda bring some advantage to us. The cleaner discovered that we are not well and bought us some meal. That's so sweet of her.

And we talked and talked and laughed and then she said, "tengok, dah tak sakit sangat dah kan?".  I nod.
"Laugh is the best medicine! Kan?" she said that. I smiled. Thanks, K.Farah!
And then she said,"Untung kan sakit dengan aku." Memang pun.

And the school session ended. We went back to our own dorms and yeah, I'm feeling great! It's true that laugh is the best medicine. I was feeling very dizzy but then, she made me laughed. I kinda feeling better a bit Thanks, K. Farah for that 'fun' illness.

And that evening, I went for 'kawad' practice. At first I though I could stand it but a few minutes later, just let me rest. By chance, K. Farah also was in the same 'kawad' team as me. And she told our 'kawad' team about our day. And they were like "Pengetua datang? Ko biar betul.". Betul~ pengetua datang.

Haha, and that made this illness the most memorable ever, for me!

FORM 3,2012
And this one is the most boring one. I just sat in the sick room, alone. A pack of biscuit as a supply, in case if I'm hungry. No prefect, no warden, no 'ketua warden', no principal and no body else who is also not well. Just a 'mak cik' guard who asked me about my condition. I slept until some where around 11 a.m. and went to my dorm and then to my study room. And that's all.

By chance, it's the 'balik wajib' day.


And that were my experiences of my three illnesses in three years. So, I'm sorry if it's too boring and too long.  Alhamdulillah, my illnesses wasn't so bad. Some of them are fun and some of them was kind dull.

So, just that by now.
Wassalam~

Movie Talks!

 Yesterday, I watch two movies! And that are.....

Sekali Lagi and Hafalan Shalat Delisa, a Malay movie and an Indonesian movie. I admit that I cried on both movies.

Let's first talk about SEKALI LAGI. Sekali Lagi memang dah lama keluar tapi baru nak tengok sebab kawan kata best. Jadi, saya pun download-lah dari internet. 

The part where he called Shila "auntie".

The movie is about an autistic man, Arman who was saved by a young little girl called Amy. So, they become best friends until one day, Amy's mother, Shila doesn't allow Amy to see Arman anymore. Why? What's wrong? Because she has some kind of dark past with him. And then what happen?Watch it for yourself! (Sorry, if you REALLY want to know, watch it).

After watching it, hmmm, I probably give 4 stars for the movie. You know, I love this movie because the movie make you laugh and cry at the same time because of Arman's childishness. Sometimes you will feel kinda pity of him. And Amy is so cute~ Their acting are just so good. And the ending was just ok but just hoping that....well, watch it first!

If you don't want to watch it, it's okay! But, you know, it's fun!

Searching for their house although he knows it's already vanished.

 I discovered HAFALAN SHALAT DELISA at the Facebook when my brother shared the full movie at the Facebook. I know it is now showing at Astro First but I don't have Astro First. I was kinda excited to watch it because I've read the book before. So, I watched it on the Facebook.

 It is adapted from a novel by Tere Liye, about a cheerful girl, Delisa who lost her siblings and her leg due to a tsunami that strikes her village, Lhok Nga, Aceh. The only family member that she has is her father who works at a ship. While her mother is missing.

But while Delisa was staying in the hospital, she got some new friends and she was like a little angel that brought smile to other people around her.

What happens next? Where is her mother? Go, I recommend you to watch it. Full of message~

My opinion on this film? 4 stars, too! Good acting, especially the girl and Nirina Zubir. After watching this, I kinda cried and smiled and feel very lucky to live in this condition. The moral of the story, live life to the fullest.

So, that are the movies I've watched and I just can't decide which is better because they have different genre and storyline. All I know is that both of them are just nice to watch! 

And wassalam~

Alhamdulillah~

Last week, I learned something. To be grateful.
Very, grateful. And stop complaining.

 Well, sometimes we keep complaining, "Eeehh, bencinya bila nyamuk, semut ni gigit...gatallah!" or maybe "Panasnya..", walaupun tak adalah panas sangat pun.

You know, a few days ago, my English teacher, Pn. Muna taught us about a man named Stephen Hawking. He's famous for his genius brain, although he has a brain disease that cause him to be disabled. He can't do anything except breathing and think.

 But, it's not really about that.  She also talks about leukaemia, how painful the disease is. Even hearing about how cruel the disease is, makes me feel so grateful to Him. Seriously, there is this medicine which is very hot and the doctors need to inject (big inject) it in the patient's blood vessels. I just can't imagine how the leukaemia patient can face it.So, let us all stop complaining.

And lots of my friends, maybe 7,8 person, were having fever. I thought it suppose to be the "fever season". But the weird thing is, the one who has the fever are only my batch. Sore throats voices echos in our study room. Ramai yang suara 'rock-rock'. I didn't feel lucky, but grateful because I'm healthy! Alhamdulillah~

Well, kalau demam memanglah boleh balik. Tapi, bila dah balik asrama balik nanti, homework yang dulu hanya tanah-pamah pun menjadi Gunung Kinabalu. Lepas tu, kena study balik apa yag sudah terlepas. Penat tu..

And whenever I feel lonely, I feel sad, everybody don't care about me, I realized that "Allah do care about me, right? So, do I have to care if the other don't care about me." That makes me smile.

 Oh, this makes me smile.
And you know what? There's a difference between feeling LUCKY and GRATEFUL, of course. And sorry for how boring this post is. I'm just expressing and lack of ideas.
Alhamdulillah and Happy Maulidur Rasul!

Kinda Busy...not Really

Assalamualaikum~

Banyak buku tu...my homeworks lah tu..
It have been three weeks since the school started. And that's how long I haven't post anything in this blog.
Actually I've been KINDA busy with homeworks and...yeah, homeworks. Even my CNY holiday are just 4 days rather than a week.


So, I don't really have any intention to post anything until my friend, Sab requested me to and..after I read my friend's blog, Nanie~


So, how's school? Hmm, just fine...well, not really. Busier, kelam-kabut than last year. With that new title of my school, 'SEKOLAH KLUSTER KECEMERLANGAN'. The rules are getting stricter. The schedules are getting more occupied. And we, students are trying to get used to it.


And as a PMR student this year, it'll be a lot more busier. Well, it's time to get out of the 'comfort zone' (bak kata Pn. Muna)


So, that's all, nak buat homework! Wassalam!

Kenapa Aku Duduk Asrama?

Esok balik asrama....ToT
Bye~


But before that, just wanna tell you why I'm staying at the hostel all this time if I don't really like it (siapa  suka duduk asrama..? -_-')


Kenapa aku duduk asrama? 
You know, I've got SAMTTAJ before which is also a good school and...close to my house. And I suddenly move to Maahad Hamidiah, Kajang, my current school now. I knew that I have to stay in hostel if I move to Maahad. So, why did I did this?


Well, lots of my friends keep asking me why I move to Maahad, 2 years ago. These are some of my answers...

1. "Sebab dulu semua abang dengan kakak aku sekolah sini." So? Like they still studying here..I don't know what it have to do with the reason I moved her. Probably to become the next generation to study at Maahad. Haha~
2. "Sebab...dari dulu nak sekolah sini" Hmm, betullah! Although...it seems like a not reasonable reason and seems childish. Who cares...
3. "Sebab nak teman Maziah (primary school friend), kesian dia, sorang2" That's kinda true. You know, I'm her best friend in the primary school. So, alang-alang tu, temankanlah dia.

Well, the actual answer is...

...sebab mak aku dah bersusah payah hantar surat rayuan banyak kali sebab aku nak pergi ke Maahad Hamidiah (kerana alasan di atas). And finally, I got it! But..I've studied at SAMTTAJ for about 3 months and suddenly I felt...I wanna stay. 

Tapi, tak kanlah aku nak kata kat mak aku "Umi, Iffah nak stay kat SAMTTAJ je lah".Gilalah! Mak aku dah sampai pergi Jabatan semua...aku cakap tak nak pulak! NO WAY! I don't want to break her heart~

So, I move. And I stay at the hostel. And why do I stay at the hostel? These are the answers:

1. Rumah jauhlah. Of course, that's the most reasonable answer
2. Tak boleh belajar kat rumah. Seriously, I can't really concentrate on studies at home. Waktu cuti selama ni pun, asyik FB and blogging je...
3. My younger brother. He's annoying. And I always fight with him and that's enough! Let me have some peace at the hostel. But, I still love him..haha

It's not so bad to move to Maahad. And hostel, it's not so horrible. You know, I have more friends and I've learned a lot of things. ^o^ Love Maahad. And memories in 2 ABK, miss it~

Ok! That's it! Wassalam~