Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Wow, my hands have been itching to write a post, really. Why?
Because these few months have been ADVENTUROUS, HECTIC, full of SURPRISES and LESSONS and SUBHANALLAH, just BEAUTIFUL.
Allah's plans are always beautiful.
But somehow, because of the hecticness, it struck me into realization. Which brought me back to my senses. It feels like a punch from the back which slowly start to hurt me, like it is swelling but doesn't bleed, yet.
The'punch' urged me to look back. And that's when I realized...
I was going too fast, I left a lot of things behind.
I thought I was ahead of everyone. I thought I was doing the right thing. But I was too fast and too focused on chasing what's ahead, I didn't realize I missed something... IMPORTANT.
Way important than what's ahead.
Because of that realization, I stop whining for the 'swollen bruise' from the 'punch'. I'm GLAD I was punched.
So now, I'm trying to pick up what was left and missed. One by one. With senses.
It's hard but I've to pay the price.
And clear up my mind. Remind myself of what I'm really going for. And not following the nafs.
By the way, Ustaz Sabri
11 As for Sumative and SPM! 11A + to be exact.
We're doomed. Cause we are freaking IBS.
So, let's just enjoy the 'rain' while we can. Oooh, that moment. I missed it. By the way, the punch should be replaced with a hit from a hockey stick. Cause it hurts lot more.
