Assalamualaikum
I just listened to The Piano Guys' Begin Again.
And it somehow made me ponder. Made me think that, I can begin again.
I SHOULD begin again.
Begin what?
Everything.
Especially on this blessed month of Ramadhan, yes, let's begin...again.
Yeah, it's kinda weird that a song from Taylor Swift that actually motivates me to start all over again, this Ramadhan.
But who cares, my kind of new chapter doesn't have anything to do with the song's lyrics though. Except for the "...begin again". Haha.
And remember, I was reminded by TPG's Begin Again cover, not the Taylor Swift's one.
Curious about The Piano Guys? Check them out at Youtube.
And oh yes, I also heard 'Human' by Christina Perri.
"You just knew that song? That song is ancient!"
Ok, I heard like months ago but I had no idea about the lyrics but the song sounds fancy(?) to me. (I don't think 'fancy' is an appropriate word for such song)
Then, I just recently saw the lyrics and...
I realized that this song is quite deep somehow, a bit different than other songs these days. Simply my forte. Christina Perri, you nailed it once again!
"But I'm only human, I bleed when I fall down"
We're not perfect, no matter how much we try because "we're only human". But still we need to do our best towards perfection, right matey?
Haha. I talked a lot about songs this time cause, I had a week filled with TSUNAMI wave of emotions. I don't even have much appetite at all.
When I was happy, I became a bit too cheeky, goofy and a little crazy somehow.
Then, when I was sad, I slept or cried at the toilet. Cried before I sleep because I couldn't fall asleep. Cried thinking of every little things. I don't think I ever cry this much in my teenagehood (?).
Hmm, when I'm mad and depressed, I just stay quiet, just nodding to every word people say or else I'll explode. Crumpling lots of papers, (totally not good for the environment) or just quickly leave the crowd and...cry.
I rarely cry. Really. And I usually eat a lot. But I wasn't last week. It all happened in a week. maybe two.
I don't know what was wrong. Maybe because of my exam results. Maybe because it was my birthday. Maybe because I didn't win the race. Maybe because my Add Maths teacher is leaving. Maybe... I was too far from remembering Allah, I lost control and became weak.
Or all of the above.
Don't worry I'm doing just fine now. No worries. You know teenage girls and feels. Duh.
(tapi serius, birthday tahun ni memang hambar)
By the way, Ramadhan Al-Mubarak! Wassalam alaik.
I just listened to The Piano Guys' Begin Again.
And it somehow made me ponder. Made me think that, I can begin again.
I SHOULD begin again.
Begin what?
Everything.
Especially on this blessed month of Ramadhan, yes, let's begin...again.
Yeah, it's kinda weird that a song from Taylor Swift that actually motivates me to start all over again, this Ramadhan.
But who cares, my kind of new chapter doesn't have anything to do with the song's lyrics though. Except for the "...begin again". Haha.
And remember, I was reminded by TPG's Begin Again cover, not the Taylor Swift's one.
Curious about The Piano Guys? Check them out at Youtube.
And oh yes, I also heard 'Human' by Christina Perri.
"You just knew that song? That song is ancient!"
Ok, I heard like months ago but I had no idea about the lyrics but the song sounds fancy(?) to me. (I don't think 'fancy' is an appropriate word for such song)
Then, I just recently saw the lyrics and...
I realized that this song is quite deep somehow, a bit different than other songs these days. Simply my forte. Christina Perri, you nailed it once again!
"But I'm only human, I bleed when I fall down"
We're not perfect, no matter how much we try because "we're only human". But still we need to do our best towards perfection, right matey?
Haha. I talked a lot about songs this time cause, I had a week filled with TSUNAMI wave of emotions. I don't even have much appetite at all.
When I was happy, I became a bit too cheeky, goofy and a little crazy somehow.
Then, when I was sad, I slept or cried at the toilet. Cried before I sleep because I couldn't fall asleep. Cried thinking of every little things. I don't think I ever cry this much in my teenagehood (?).
Hmm, when I'm mad and depressed, I just stay quiet, just nodding to every word people say or else I'll explode. Crumpling lots of papers, (totally not good for the environment) or just quickly leave the crowd and...cry.
I rarely cry. Really. And I usually eat a lot. But I wasn't last week. It all happened in a week. maybe two.
I don't know what was wrong. Maybe because of my exam results. Maybe because it was my birthday. Maybe because I didn't win the race. Maybe because my Add Maths teacher is leaving. Maybe... I was too far from remembering Allah, I lost control and became weak.
Or all of the above.
Don't worry I'm doing just fine now. No worries. You know teenage girls and feels. Duh.
(tapi serius, birthday tahun ni memang hambar)
By the way, Ramadhan Al-Mubarak! Wassalam alaik.
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