That's what I feel..
...almost everytime at school.
Well, I didn't cry... yet. But... there are times I almost.
...because I feel like I'm not there.
It feels like nobody realizes me even when I'm trying to say something. Or said something.
Nobody notices that I'm there. Or WAS there.
I've been trying to show myself to....everyone but I'm just a no one.
Invisible I am.
Even 'you' didn't realize me. 'You' seem to start to distant yourself from me. I feel like there's a wall you build between us. I probably shouldn't call 'you' 'best' friend in the first place, right?
It hurts. Sometimes I pretend that I'm sick or exaggerate to get 'your' attention but, you didn't seem to care.
I wanna tell stories and my feelings but...it seems like they're not interested to it, including 'you'. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I'm being boring. I'm sorry that I tell you a lame story. It's boring, eh?
But 'you' laughed, or at least smile when you listen to other person's story. Or responded...
..but mine, you didn't much...I must be a boring friend. She's way funnier than me.They're way funnier.
I'm sorry.
If you're sad, come to me. But I think you already have a better person to tell your worries to. She's way nicer than me.........
... I'm sorry if I'm not there when you're depressed, when you're sad. I'm REALLY sorry.
If only 'you' read this. If only, 'you' read this, how would you react? Well, I don't think 'you' would read this, ever.
And would they read it and care? I don't know.
Invisible...alone...sad....and then a fake smile, I'm tired of it.
But I'm still not crying because I still have my family. Kazoku. ^.^
And I still have Him, Allah. He's always be there...<3 br="" nbsp="">
Happy Nuzul Qur'an by the way! Wassalam
...almost everytime at school.
Well, I didn't cry... yet. But... there are times I almost.
...because I feel like I'm not there.
It feels like nobody realizes me even when I'm trying to say something. Or said something.
Nobody notices that I'm there. Or WAS there.
I've been trying to show myself to....everyone but I'm just a no one.
Invisible I am.
Even 'you' didn't realize me. 'You' seem to start to distant yourself from me. I feel like there's a wall you build between us. I probably shouldn't call 'you' 'best' friend in the first place, right?
It hurts. Sometimes I pretend that I'm sick or exaggerate to get 'your' attention but, you didn't seem to care.
I wanna tell stories and my feelings but...it seems like they're not interested to it, including 'you'. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I'm being boring. I'm sorry that I tell you a lame story. It's boring, eh?
But 'you' laughed, or at least smile when you listen to other person's story. Or responded...
I'm sorry.
If you're sad, come to me. But I think you already have a better person to tell your worries to. She's way nicer than me.........
... I'm sorry if I'm not there when you're depressed, when you're sad. I'm REALLY sorry.
If only 'you' read this. If only, 'you' read this, how would you react? Well, I don't think 'you' would read this, ever.
And would they read it and care? I don't know.
Invisible...alone...sad....and then a fake smile, I'm tired of it.
But I'm still not crying because I still have my family. Kazoku. ^.^
And I still have Him, Allah. He's always be there...<3 br="" nbsp="">
Happy Nuzul Qur'an by the way! Wassalam
2 comments:
Hey. You okay?
I'm fine as long as I ignore and forget about all this
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